Shu Yi’s 18th Bdae on 3rd July 09″

Super long ago photos which I never upload.

Surprise for ou Shu Yi. Im sure we scared u!!!!

Shocked of your life! You can never imagine I would ask them to come yea?

 

 

Fernanders and Shu Yi. The last minute present which the guys bought:)

Huzaimie and Shu Yi

 

Louis and Shu Yi

 

 

Nigel and Shu Yi

Nigel who stops swearing and scolding after he stepped into a person’s house:)

And of course, SOPHIE AND SHU YI

 

To all our “boyfriends” who we sat with in class during sec sch: I reall appreciate the effort in coming to celebrate Shu Yi’s bdae. It was just one call and sms from me and all of you agreed readily. IM GLAD! Love you all:)

And Shu Yi, I hope that the event for you would be unforgettable.

 

Singapore Raffles City

Went to attend Singapore Raffles City (SRC) Induction and Installation. (5th Sept)

 Fish and Me:)

 

Front: Yanting

2nd row: Me and Hwee Yin

3rd Row: some guy i don’t know, Fish and Joel

Last row: Di Jun

Apples for you. Sweet and delicious

 

Under the Sea, Under the Sea.

Pack with CCA this whole week and the following few weeks.

Super excited to go to underwater world with SHU YI AND PEH this FIRDAY. Ok, all i can think of now is just Sentosa and play time! HAHAHAHA! Then we will go to Bugis, Marina Barrage(should be the correct spelling) and picnic and FAR EAST! Wahahahaha!

 Shu Yi: All the best for your exams. We will meet soon!!!!!!!

Shall upload more photos again.

Dear Sonia,

You have asked me who i was referring to in the previous post refers to u. Do u know that when i talked to you about my studies, how can you say such things. Like insensitive words. So like all these while, you have been looking down on your sister on her course?

How can you say like what kind of stress I can have when im in Early Childhhod Education. Like we don’t just learn about kids right? I mean other people can say about my course but not my family. Its my exam period and im also struggling with my CCA work. Like what do u mean by what kind of stress i can have in ECH. Please really reflect and I didn’t scold you or talked back at you at that point of time is simply because i’ve got nothing to say.

An Yong Ha Sae Yo!

A BIG HELLO (in korean language) to everyonbe after such a long MIA.

Taking Infant and Toddler Behaviour Development Exam tommorrow.

Cnt study today cos i cannot study the day before exam. Otherwise, i will blank out tmr. And BINGO! There goes my marks. Nothing much to talk about in this exam but I really hope to do well.

Went to meet Peh and Shu Yi the other day and we chatted alot as usual:)

We literally went crazy!!! We chat about school work, family, and CCA work and also about some guys (hahaha!) While the chat went on, each of us can feel the stress that we are having. Some people might think that we are not stress or we are freaking free everyday. But can i say everybody has their own problems? It is something that even as bestfreinds, we can really feel each other feelings. Especially during these few weeks, the feedbacks that we get from people or rather people who are very close to us are really hurtful. Hurtful in such a way that how can they say such insensitive words.  When we confide to each other that there are people who are making use of us, and this really pissed the 3 of us off. Its like how can they bully my bestfriend. U know, such thing.

3 Things that turn me off:

1. Protective people ( i hate people to order me about and decide on what i should do and should not)

2. Looking down on my Best friends.

3. Bad Remarks about my family ( I mean like who will accept such thing. Even if the parents are the worst human being, they are still parents what)

 

Swallowed another buket of anger and unhappiness.

Apologies

 

 

 

Dear Shu Yi and Peh,

There is nothing I can say but the word of sorry to the both of you. I really feel guility for not meeting up with you 2 due to my CCA  (meeting)or SCHOOL this year.I am really sorry because I am not there as your best friend to share each other sorrows or unhappiness or even joy. I always tried to make time for each other but I still feel very guility for not keeping the promise of meeting up on wednesday. When it is our DAY. I got pissed with myself because you girls always make time for me but I don’t seem to get that opportunity. I always look forward to this day where i can really puke out all my sadness and also happiness which I had encountered for the past one week.  Even though the both of you don’t blame me and have shown me your fullest moral support and understanding. But being me, I am still very sorry. It’s like you guys did your roles as my best friends, what about me? All these thoughts ran through my head and hence, I got even disappointed with myself. Someimtes pissed with myself. I really thanked you girls for staying with me all these while. And that’s how I got the strength to become stronger each day and to do what I can. So that in future, anything happens, no worries. SOPHIE will be there for the BOTH OF YOU.

Loves, Sophie:)

Let’s take a walk together, shall we?

Out for a stroll at city hall with Peh and Shu Yi

Jiang Jiang Jiang. Dinner for today- Potato salad

SHHH! Let’s not talk to Peh.

 

Smile pals!!!

Shu Yi, show me the phtos you took just now!!!

More photos to be updated:)

Love u guys!!!

Thanks!:)

Happy today:)

I’ve always wanted to buy this stick on hair ribbon but always didn’t. I’ve finally bought it today!!!!! Using clips or pins actually damagesthe hair and it also leaves a mark behind.  Its ok if we go out and just put it on. But when we are at home, jusing this stick on will prevent any mark. Sometimes when girls put on make-up, we clip our frindge up so that it won’t falls to the face. But after putting on make-up and removing the clip, the frindge actually goes messy and ugly. With this stick on, it prevent all these from happening and it leaves your frindge at its “original”.

Available at Enamour Beauty, Far East Plaza, #04-53B (2 in a pkt, $6.90)

And i bought a small clip from this shop which I LOVE IT TO THE MAX!!!! – Lucky Horse at Far East Plaza. I even bought a blue lace dress!!! Wanted to buy alot of things there but I have to control. Cos Im not giving tuition nowadays.

Last item of the day – Queen Magazine.

 

Few people to thanks for their concern as I go for my surgery

- 2C01 ( bea, evan, jo, far, aifa etc)

- Mark Ho (faster come out of army!)

- Tau Seng (sorry, always don’t really talk much on sms cos im not a sms person.)

- Leo com

-  WOO SHU YI (love the fuji apples yu have bought for me)

- JOEY PEH (hahahahahaha! had a great time hearing my suregery process yea?)

- LI JIAYI (your prayer works! hahahaha!)

Its time for a break!

I think I should give myself a break.

When people push you too hard, to a point of breaking down, what’s the point of carrying on. I have to accomodate to everybody and make sure that I meet up to their expectations. Isn’t that very tiring? To a point of time, when I can’t breathe.

People having high expectations of me and me having high expectations of myself.  Being make use by people. Feel so cheated. (You know who you are!)

From today onwards, I will close my heart and mind to everybody.  Don’t talk to me anything. (excluding my best friends- Shu Yi, Peh and Jiayi)

Don’t push me anymore. Before I give up totally.

hey pals,

will not be updating my blog for the next month. as i just had my surgery done ystd. will blog asap if my health permits me to. Take care ppl!!!!!! 

love,

sophie chantel